Hope fades in (Gryning)

Sunset or Sunrise?
I search my feelings but I can't determine

Inside my shell I wait and bleed (Kvelding)

This dream of happiness
keeps haunting me like a nightmare
It is all I can think about
Everything else fades to grey

The more joyful events that occur
the more does my grief increase

I wait...
For the first time perhaps not entierly in vain
To act would be better
but perhaps I might succeed...