Waiting in despair (Kvelding)

Possessing knowledge I should not know.
Waiting and preying the darkness won't succeed.
Signs of the truth plotting the future.
I do not know whether I should act or observe.
Maybe this will solve itself?
Should I be wrong, an endless tunnel of pain will emerge
effecting everyone
And it will be but the start of the nightmare that will follow.
Why won't he notice our friendship?
Why won't he realize the concequences?
Why has it turned out like this?

I must not let it happen.